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Blue Babies Pink

(Note: Blue Babies Pink is like an audio book. Start with the Prologue, then Episode 1, Episode 2, etc.)For nearly a decade, Brett Trapp kept a secret journal of thoughts on being gay and Christian, k... Read more

Warning: This podcast is a series podcast

This means episodes are recommended to be heard in order from the very start. Here's the 10 best episodes of the series anyway though!

Ranked #1

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Episode 34 • Warm Hands on Cold Shoulders

Episode 34 • Warm Hands on Cold Shoulders

Thoughts on singleness and paying people to touch you...This show is part of the Spreaker Prime Network, if you are inte... Read more

2 Mar 2017

12mins

Ranked #2

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Episode 35 • Becoming Minority

Episode 35 • Becoming Minority

"For the first time I began to wonder if this—all of this—was about more than sexuality. I began to wonder that maybe I'... Read more

2 Mar 2017

10mins

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Ranked #3

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Episode 33 • Not Perfect, But Extremely Rare

Episode 33 • Not Perfect, But Extremely Rare

"When I understood that, I realized most of my stresses in life came from this subterranean sense of self-hate that I ca... Read more

2 Mar 2017

11mins

Ranked #4

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Episode 2 • The Christ-Haunted South

Episode 2 • The Christ-Haunted South

"Being a preacher’s kid in a small town is a low form of southern royalty, and I was aware of this at an early age. As a... Read more

2 Feb 2017

8mins

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Ranked #5

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Episode 3 • Home and School

Episode 3 • Home and School

"I was small and gangly—like a little spider monkey amongst gorillas—so I couldn't do much damage. But I knew one surefi... Read more

2 Feb 2017

8mins

Ranked #6

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Episode 6 • What Happened on the Carpet

Episode 6 • What Happened on the Carpet

Brett has a bizarre spiritual encounter on the floor of a church in Pensacola, Florida.This show is part of the Spreaker... Read more

2 Feb 2017

14mins

Ranked #7

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Episode 4 • Bye Bye Love

Episode 4 • Bye Bye Love

A dark movie theater and a first kiss...This show is part of the Spreaker Prime Network, if you are interested in advert... Read more

2 Feb 2017

9mins

Ranked #8

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Episode 29 • Lifeboats

Episode 29 • Lifeboats

Brett has the hardest coming out conversation of his life + a lesson on how to respond when your child comes out to you.... Read more

2 Mar 2017

23mins

Ranked #9

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Episode 5 • There's Something Happening in Pensacola

Episode 5 • There's Something Happening in Pensacola

"For me church had always just been a very ho-hum thing. Pastor's kids can get jaded to it all because we're around chur... Read more

2 Feb 2017

7mins

Ranked #10

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Episode 30 • Who Needs Love?

Episode 30 • Who Needs Love?

"And so sometime around 30, I slammed the door. I slammed the door on love..."This show is part of the Spreaker Prime Ne... Read more

2 Mar 2017

11mins

Ranked #11

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Episode 8 • Learning About the H-Word

Episode 8 • Learning About the H-Word

"A few years earlier, in junior high, I first noticed that I looked at the boys more. It was very subtle and innocent. I... Read more

2 Feb 2017

8mins

Ranked #12

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Episode 9 • Earning my Man Badge

Episode 9 • Earning my Man Badge

"Part of me wonders if I was running back then, running from the very faint idea that just maybe this badness was inside... Read more

2 Feb 2017

9mins

Ranked #13

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Episode 13 • On Broken Machines

Episode 13 • On Broken Machines

"Because of its near universality, heterosexuality is one of the most unifying forces in all of humanity...Imagine missi... Read more

3 Feb 2017

10mins

Ranked #14

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Episode 12 • Girls Girls Girls

Episode 12 • Girls Girls Girls

"Boobs have always kinda freaked me out. They're very scary to me, and the thought of touching one is like the thought o... Read more

3 Feb 2017

9mins

Ranked #15

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Episode 28 • Chocolate Gravy

Episode 28 • Chocolate Gravy

"Jesus was so kind to me that day. He was so kind to send me a friend like Kelly. He was so kind to prepare that moment ... Read more

2 Mar 2017

17mins

Ranked #16

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Episode 16 • Leaving Home, Coming Out

Episode 16 • Leaving Home, Coming Out

"But those who have kept pet secrets know they are hard to keep caged. They thrash and bite and wiggle around inside of ... Read more

3 Feb 2017

15mins

Ranked #17

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Episode 15 • The Art of Distraction

Episode 15 • The Art of Distraction

Everyone deals with their pain somehow. Brett discloses his coping mechanism of choice...This show is part of the Spreak... Read more

3 Feb 2017

11mins

Ranked #18

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Episode 25 • Finding a New Track

Episode 25 • Finding a New Track

"I would have done anything to just not be alone, to have at least 1% of hope that I wouldn't feel like this forever. An... Read more

2 Mar 2017

11mins

Ranked #19

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Episode 24 • Lonely Practice

Episode 24 • Lonely Practice

Brett practices for a lifetime of loneliness—at an isolated cabin in the mountains and at a football stadium surrounded ... Read more

2 Mar 2017

17mins

Ranked #20

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Episode 11 • A Good Good Father

Episode 11 • A Good Good Father

The most emotional episode from the series....This show is part of the Spreaker Prime Network, if you are interested in ... Read more

3 Feb 2017

8mins

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