Katie Merrick Finan is a plus-sized actress, model, singer, and cast member of "The Art of Blowing It". She is the queen of odd jobs and is passionate about building a sustainable and fulfilling life while pursuing your creative and artistic endeavors. Katie was thrilled to put on her best plus-size "Barbie Doll" playing the role of Mattel Barbié alongside Ashley in "The Art of Blowing It".   You can follow Katie on Instagram at BigBlondeandBodyPositive or online at KatieMerrickFinan.com  ---   This episode is sponsored by  · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/app  Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

Katie Merrick Finan is a plus-sized actress, model, singer, and cast member of "The Art of Blowing It". She is the queen of odd jobs and is passionate about building a sustainable and fulfilling life while pursuing your creative and artistic endeavors. Katie was thrilled to put on her best plus-size "Barbie Doll" playing the role of <a href="https://www.imdb.com/title/tt10558236/characters/nm12447789?ref_=tt_cl_c_10" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" target="_blank">Mattel Barbié</a> alongside Ashley in <a href="https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL8SOlW7jp_Jo6n01tzHOy0w3l7O44Nk2e" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">"The Art of Blowing It".</a> You can follow Katie on Instagram at <a href="https://www.instagram.com/bigblondeandbodypositive/?hl=en" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">BigBlondeandBodyPositive</a> or online at <a href="//Katie Merrick Finan" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">KatieMerrickFinan.com</a> --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

Ep 65 Katie Merrick Finan is Big Blonde and Body Positive 

In this episode, Ashley goes back in time to the 90s for an authentic love letter to grunge. Originally a theatrical production Grunge Musical became an audio drama that was recorded during covid in people's closets and never being in the same room.  This Audio Drama is available on all streaming devices including Audible and Apple Podcast.  Written by Leyna d'Ancona with music and lyrics by Paul Siegel. The soundtrack album includes unreleased songs written between 1991 to 1998 by Paul Siegel with Jon Evans on bass and Scott Amendola on drums, rerecorded and remastered this six-episode audio drama series.   This episode covers why Leyna and Paul chose now, why an audio drama, and how they didn't let fear stop them. Get ready for Grunge Musical! Oh and did I mention I am the narrator as well as Molly!  https://www.grungemusical.com/ Grunge Musical Youtube More on fear    ---   This episode is sponsored by  · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/app  Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

In this episode, Ashley goes back in time to the 90s for an authentic love letter to grunge. Originally a theatrical production Grunge Musical became an audio drama that was recorded during covid in people's closets and never being in the same room.  This Audio Drama is available on all streaming devices including Audible and Apple Podcast.  Written by Leyna d'Ancona with music and lyrics by Paul Siegel. The soundtrack album includes unreleased songs written between 1991 to 1998 by Paul Siegel with Jon Evans on bass and Scott Amendola on drums, rerecorded and remastered this six-episode audio drama series.   This episode covers why Leyna and Paul chose now, why an audio drama, and how they didn't let fear stop them. Get ready for Grunge Musical! Oh and did I mention I am the narrator as well as Molly! <a href="https://www.grungemusical.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.grungemusical.com/</a> <a href="https://www.youtube.com/c/GrungeMusical/about" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Grunge Musical Youtube</a> <a href="https://healthland.time.com/2010/06/17/the-brain-science-behind-why-we-care-what-others-think/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">More on fear</a> --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

 64. Grunge Musical with Leyna d'Ancona & Paul Siegel

In this episode, she shares her healing journey through her music, finding her religion and gender. She also opens up about her work on The Art of Blowing It. Lydian is a former Nashville Evangelical turned Queer Brooklyn Musician.  She has worked off-broadway and in film, written and performed her one-woman show Sunday Clothes, and is the artist behind the music project "Lydian" you can listen to the latest Lydian single, "Jane" on iTunes and Spotify.   Instagram  @lydianmusic_     ---   This episode is sponsored by  · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/app  Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

In this episode, she shares her healing journey through her music, finding her religion and gender. She also opens up about her work on <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MnQk501XPvA&amp;list=PL8SOlW7jp_Jo6n01tzHOy0w3l7O44Nk2e&amp;index=7&amp;t=4s" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">The Art of Blowing It</a>. Lydian is a former Nashville Evangelical turned Queer Brooklyn Musician.  She has worked off-broadway and in film, written and performed her one-woman show Sunday Clothes, and is the artist behind the music project "Lydian" you can listen to the latest Lydian single, "Jane" on <a href="https://music.apple.com/us/artist/lydian/1536090217" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">iTunes</a> and <a href="https://open.spotify.com/album/5PITNLFv9ApAf7vkiKcW0B?si=ZNIdnq3LQtK5ziDKzCSAwQ&amp;dl_branch=1 " rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Spotify.  </a> Instagram  @lydianmusic_ --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

63. Music, love and a journey of gender with Lydian

Kari Nissena

In this very special episode, Ashley welcomes actress, producer, &amp; Business Coach for Actors, Kari Nissena. Today you are in luck and will get some inspiration for everything from your fear, IMDB, and career transformation.  Kari Nissena has performed extensively on both the stage and screen. With hundreds of acting credits to her name, she has acted in film, television, theater, radio, commercials, voiceover, and more. On the producing side of things, she has produced dozens of films, webisodes, training videos and programs for actors, and other projects and events in the entertainment industry. As a sought-after industry expert, speaker, and business coach for actors, she has coached thousands of actors in Marketing, Press, IMDb, How to Improve their Online Presence, How to take control of their careers, and much more. http://www.IMDb.me/KariNissena https://www.youtube.com/c/ActorTransformation https://www.instagram.com/KariNissena/ http://twitter.com/KariNissena https://twitter.com/ActorWorldMag http://www.ActorTransformation.com--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

In this very special episode, Ashley welcomes actress, producer, &amp; Business Coach for Actors, Kari Nissena. Today you are in luck and will get some inspiration for everything from your fear, IMDB, and career transformation.  Kari Nissena has performed extensively on both the stage and screen. With hundreds of acting credits to her name, she has acted in film, television, theater, radio, commercials, voiceover, and more. On the producing side of things, she has produced dozens of films, webisodes, training videos and programs for actors, and other projects and events in the entertainment industry. As a sought-after industry expert, speaker, and business coach for actors, she has coached thousands of actors in Marketing, Press, IMDb, How to Improve their Online Presence, How to take control of their careers, and much more. <a href="http://www.imdb.me/karinissena" rel="noreferrer noopener nofollow" target="_blank">http://www.IMDb.me/KariNissena</a> <a href="https://www.youtube.com/c/ActorTransformation" rel="noreferrer noopener nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/c/ActorTransformation</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/karinissena/" rel="noreferrer noopener nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/KariNissena/</a> <a href="http://twitter.com/KariNissena" rel="noreferrer noopener nofollow" target="_blank">http://twitter.com/KariNissena</a> <a href="https://twitter.com/actorworldmag" rel="noreferrer noopener nofollow" target="_blank">https://twitter.com/ActorWorldMag</a> <a href="http://www.actortransformation.com/" rel="noreferrer noopener nofollow" target="_blank">http://www.ActorTransformation.com</a>--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

62. Business Coach for Actors Kari Nissena 

Judy Jean Kwon

Judy Jean Kwon shares her journey growing up in a Korean American video store, where she fell in love with the art of filmmaking and storytelling. She talks about standing out in standup and why she created her ballbusting comedy MILFriend.  Catch up on Season 1 of MILFriend  Follow Judy  Yo Mama Rice Facebook Instagram Thank you for listening to the show; I am so grateful! If you would like to support the show, you can share it with a friend or join me on Patreon or Instagram. Catch up on Season 1 of The Art of Blowing it    ---   This episode is sponsored by  · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/app  Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

Judy Jean Kwon shares her journey growing up in a Korean American video store, where she fell in love with the art of filmmaking and storytelling. She talks about standing out in standup and why she created her ballbusting comedy MILFriend.  Catch up on Season 1 of <a href="https://www.youtube.com/yomamaricedoesnotcook " rel="nofollow" target="_blank">MILFriend</a> Follow Judy  <a href="https://www.yomamarice.com/my-story " rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Yo Mama Rice</a> <a href="https://www.facebook.com/YoMamaRice/ " rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Facebook</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/yomamarice/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Instagram</a> Thank you for listening to the show; I am so grateful! If you would like to support the show, you can share it with a friend or join me on <a href="https://www.patreon.com/effyourfears" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Patreon</a> or<a href="https://www.instagram.com/theeffyourfearspodcast/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank"> Instagram</a>. Catch up on Season 1 of <a href="http://theartofblowingittheseries.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">The Art of Blowing it</a> --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

61 Korean American Filmmaker & Comedian Judy Jean Kwon

If someone fell from the sky and didn't know what a musical was... What shows would you introduce them to? Actor and writer,  Josh Bardier came up with an awesome list of 5 with some honorable mentions.   What do you think? What show do you think this person who fell from the sky would need to see?! Leave a comment and check out Josh's full episode on the podcast at Ep 58 :) Josh is a king of Queens; dubbed the mayor of Astoria by his block. Josh is the creator and host of ACTORIA, a spotlight cabaret based on giving his community space to perform for the Love of it all. With his millennial Mister Rogers spirit and his fusion of old soul and electric energy, the New York Times called him a “force”. They were actually writing about a hurricane but... the same thing. Josh is a mental health advocate and has a deep passion for universal equal rights.  His hashtag/mantra is #leadwithlove.  You can find him @joshbardier everywhere- he’s the only one in the world.    Follow him on Instagram so you can hear an update on his upcoming podcast "Hi Neighbor: The Podcast" and see his freelance photography. He is also working on the newest solo show right now titled "Beside Myself" https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley/  Watch Season 1 of The Art of Blowing it     ---   This episode is sponsored by  · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/app  Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

If someone fell from the sky and didn't know what a musical was... What shows would you introduce them to? Actor and writer,  Josh Bardier came up with an awesome list of 5 with some honorable mentions.   What do you think? What show do you think this person who fell from the sky would need to see?! Leave a comment and check out Josh's full episode on the podcast at <a href="https://youtu.be/e7lqvdgiuAI" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Ep 58 :)</a> Josh is a king of Queens; dubbed the mayor of Astoria by his block. <a href=" https://www.instagram.com/joshbardier/ " rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Josh</a> is the creator and host of ACTORIA, a spotlight cabaret based on giving his community space to perform for the Love of it all. With his millennial Mister Rogers spirit and his fusion of old soul and electric energy, the New York Times called him a “force”. They were actually writing about a hurricane but... the same thing. Josh is a mental health advocate and has a deep passion for universal equal rights.  His hashtag/mantra is #leadwithlove.  You can find him @joshbardier everywhere- he’s the only one in the world.    Follow him on Instagram so you can hear an update on his upcoming podcast "Hi Neighbor: The Podcast" and see his freelance photography. He is also working on the newest solo show right now titled "Beside Myself" <a href="https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley/</a> Watch Season 1 of <a href="//www.theartofblowingittheseries.com. " rel="nofollow" target="_blank">The Art of Blowing it  </a> --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

60. Musicals that shaped the world!

Josh Bardier

This week on the podcast I welcome my friend and neighbor open-hearted Josh Bardier (bar-dee-ay). In this episode, we talk about Josh's journey in theater leading him to London then to New York with 3 bucks and a dream. He is a ‘Jack of all trades’ performance artist originally from Worcester, Massachusetts. Acting, singing, instruments, hosting, writing, composing, dancing, spoken word- if there’s a story to tell and an audience to listen to, you’ll find Josh.    He’s a king of Queens; dubbed the mayor of Astoria by his block. Josh is the creator and host of ACTORIA, a spotlight cabaret based on giving his community space to perform for the Love of it all. With his millennial Mister Rogers spirit and his fusion of old soul and electric energy, the New York Times called him a “force”. They were actually writing about a hurricane but... the same thing. Josh is a mental health advocate and has a deep passion for universal equal rights.  His hashtag/mantra is #leadwithlove.  You can find him @joshbardier everywhere- he’s the only one in the world.   Follow him on Instagram so you can hear an update on his upcoming podcast "Hi Neighbor: The Podcast" and see his freelance photography. He is also working on the newest solo show right now titled "Beside Myself"    WARNING: He speaks openly in only the loving way that Josh does, about his struggles with mental health and suicide.  If you are in crisis, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255) or contact the Crisis Text Line by texting TALK to 741741.  This episode is a beautiful share by Josh and I am so grateful he came on the show!   https://www.instagram.com/joshbardier/  Watch Season 1 of The Art of Blowing it and more for Ashley--- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

This week on the podcast I welcome my friend and neighbor open-hearted <a href="https://www.joshbardier.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Josh Bardier</a> (bar-dee-ay). In this episode, we talk about Josh's journey in theater leading him to London then to New York with 3 bucks and a dream. He is a ‘Jack of all trades’ performance artist originally from Worcester, Massachusetts. Acting, singing, instruments, hosting, writing, composing, dancing, spoken word- if there’s a story to tell and an audience to listen to, you’ll find Josh.    He’s a king of Queens; dubbed the mayor of Astoria by his block. Josh is the creator and host of ACTORIA, a spotlight cabaret based on giving his community space to perform for the Love of it all. With his millennial Mister Rogers spirit and his fusion of old soul and electric energy, the New York Times called him a “force”. They were actually writing about a hurricane but... the same thing. Josh is a mental health advocate and has a deep passion for universal equal rights.  His hashtag/mantra is #leadwithlove.  You can find him @joshbardier everywhere- he’s the only one in the world.   Follow him on Instagram so you can hear an update on his upcoming podcast "Hi Neighbor: The Podcast" and see his freelance photography. He is also working on the newest solo show right now titled "Beside Myself"    WARNING: He speaks openly in only the loving way that Josh does, about his struggles with mental health and suicide.  If you are in crisis, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255) or contact the Crisis Text Line by texting TALK to 741741.  This episode is a beautiful share by Josh and I am so grateful he came on the show!   <a href="https://www.instagram.com/joshbardier/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/joshbardier/</a> Watch Season 1 of <a href="//www.theartofblowingittheseries.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">The Art of Blowing it </a>and more for <a href="https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Ashley</a>--- Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

59. Mental Health and leading with love with Actoria's Josh Bardier

Welcome to The Eff Your Fears Podcast! This week we welcome back our guest from last week Kristin Cantwell. We share our top picks for Bada$$ plus-size characters. I would love to hear what you have to say, and before y'all get all crazy on me, these are subjective, and you can have your own feels but share with kindness. And also I know some won't consider Mindy Lahiri plus-sized, but that's how I identify her in my head, and you can't fight with crazy so let me have that :)   In this list, we talk about   Khadijah James (Queen Latifa) in Living Single   Mindy Lahiri (Mindy Kaling) in The Mindy Project   Aidy Bryant as a cast member on Saturday Night Live  Tasha "Taystee" Jefferson (Danielle Brooks) in  Orange Is the New Black  Fran (Lolly Adefope) in Shrill  Sookie St. James (Melissa McCarthy) in Gilmore Girls   Ruby Hill Good Girls and as Donna in Parks and Rec portrayed by Retta  Annie  (Aidy Bryant ) in Shirll Carmen (Britney Young) in Glow    Paula Proctor (Donna Lynne Champlin) in Crazy Ex-Girlfriend  Emmy Hart (Ashley Monique Menard... ME) in The Art of Blowing It   We also have a chat about everything from Shrill with the women's need to take care of a man to fat Monica in the suit to body representation in the 90s. Do you cancel the show or still have a space for it?  Also, check out www. theartofblowingittheseries.com--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

Welcome to <a href="https://www.effyourfears.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">The Eff Your Fears Podcast</a>! This week we welcome back our guest from last week <a href="https://www.kristincantwell.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Kristin Cantwell.</a> We share our top picks for Bada$$ plus-size characters. I would love to hear what you have to say, and before y'all get all crazy on me, these are subjective, and you can have your own feels but share with kindness. And also I know some won't consider Mindy Lahiri plus-sized, but that's how I identify her in my head, and you can't fight with crazy so let me have that :)   In this list, we talk about   Khadijah James (Queen Latifa) in Living Single   Mindy Lahiri (Mindy Kaling) in The Mindy Project   Aidy Bryant as a cast member on Saturday Night Live  Tasha "Taystee" Jefferson (Danielle Brooks) in  Orange Is the New Black  Fran (Lolly Adefope) in Shrill  Sookie St. James (Melissa McCarthy) in Gilmore Girls   Ruby Hill Good Girls and as Donna in Parks and Rec portrayed by Retta  Annie  (Aidy Bryant ) in Shirll Carmen (Britney Young) in Glow    Paula Proctor (Donna Lynne Champlin) in Crazy Ex-Girlfriend  Emmy Hart (<a href="https://www.effyourfears.com/general-3" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Ashley Monique Menard</a>... ME) in <a href="https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL8SOlW7jp_Jo6n01tzHOy0w3l7O44Nk2e" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">The Art of Blowing It  </a> We also have a chat about everything from Shrill with the women's need to take care of a man to fat Monica in the suit to body representation in the 90s. Do you cancel the show or still have a space for it?  Also, check out www. <a href="http://theartofblowingittheseries.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">theartofblowingittheseries.com</a>--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

58. Bada$$ Plus Size TV Characters 

Welcome to the Eff Your Fears Podcast, where funny lady Ashley Monique Menard chats with her Funny &amp; big-hearted friend Kristin Cantwell.  Kristin is an incredibly talented writer,  voice-over artist, and plus-size actress who shares her journey in the arts with Ashley and you!   The two talk about what it's like being a big girl in theater, film, and tv and how Kristin prepared to play a cat...voice a cat.   Kristin is an actor, writer, improviser, and aspiring cat lady based in New York City. She's appeared on The Path (Hulu), The Shorts Show, and many other web series, independent films, and theatre productions. You will be able to watch her in the upcoming seasons of the award-winning web series Skeleton Crew and Demon Doctor. And, like every other actor out there, got a microphone during the pandemic and has started dipping her toes into that world too. She'll get to use her cat lady skills in the upcoming animated short film, Kris the Cat.     Originally from Virginia, Kristin has a BA in Theater from the University of Mary Washington. Her one-person shows, Confessions of an Invisible Woman and Butter: a love story, premiered to sold-out audiences at the Capital Fringe Festival in Washington, DC. She also co-founded, wrote, and performed with her sketch comedy group, Curvy by Nature.   When she's not performing or writing (or saying she needs to write and then cleaning her entire apartment instead), she can be found cuddling with her cat, Thom, showing real estate around NYC as part of her day job, taking classes at Kimball Studio, reading books, cooking, dancing it out, and trying to stay joyful in a pandemic.    More Kristin? https://www.instagram.com/thekristincantwell/ More Ashley? https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley/ https://www.effyourfears.com/--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

Welcome to the Eff Your Fears Podcast, where funny lady Ashley Monique Menard chats with her Funny &amp; big-hearted friend Kristin Cantwell.  Kristin is an incredibly talented writer,  voice-over artist, and plus-size actress who shares her journey in the arts with Ashley and you!   The two talk about what it's like being a big girl in theater, film, and tv and how Kristin prepared to play a cat...voice a cat.   Kristin is an actor, writer, improviser, and aspiring cat lady based in New York City. She's appeared on The Path (Hulu), The Shorts Show, and many other web series, independent films, and theatre productions. You will be able to watch her in the upcoming seasons of the award-winning web series Skeleton Crew and Demon Doctor. And, like every other actor out there, got a microphone during the pandemic and has started dipping her toes into that world too. She'll get to use her cat lady skills in the upcoming animated short film, Kris the Cat.     Originally from Virginia, Kristin has a BA in Theater from the University of Mary Washington. Her one-person shows, Confessions of an Invisible Woman and Butter: a love story, premiered to sold-out audiences at the Capital Fringe Festival in Washington, DC. She also co-founded, wrote, and performed with her sketch comedy group, Curvy by Nature.   When she's not performing or writing (or saying she needs to write and then cleaning her entire apartment instead), she can be found cuddling with her cat, Thom, showing real estate around NYC as part of her day job, taking classes at Kimball Studio, reading books, cooking, dancing it out, and trying to stay joyful in a pandemic.    More Kristin? <a href="https://www.instagram.com/thekristincantwell/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/thekristincantwell/</a> More Ashley? <a href="https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley/</a> <a href="https://www.effyourfears.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.effyourfears.com/</a>--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

57. Confessions of a Visible Woman with Writer & Plus-sized Actress Kristin Cantwell

Welcome to the Eff Your Fears Podcast, where funny lady Ashley Monique Menard chats with her dear friend and incredibly talented voice-over artist Jenna Faye Davi. The two talk about their journey of waiting table at BB Kings and listening to some of the greats like Darlene Love and Sly and The Family Stone.    Jenna shares her journey of voice acting and how the training helped her. She also offers wise words of wisdom about how she has come up with a crazy cast of characters to work with.   Since beginning her VO career, Jenna has been featured in commercials for E.l.f. Makeup, Diamond Producers Association, Bustle with Venus Gillette, and TX Lotto.  She’s also participated in internal marketing campaigns for Dell, Ore Ida, and Sprite; and lends her voice to various e-learning and explainer videos. Internationally she has been the voice of a radio commercial for Pedigree in Brazil and narrator for an independent animated short, Quietly, in Spain.   If you are an aspiring voice-over artist, Jenna suggests https://www.thevodojo.com/ https://www.voicecaster.com/  For more on Jenna, visit https://www.instagram.com/jennafayedavivo For more on Ashley, visit www.effyourfears.com--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

Welcome to the Eff Your Fears Podcast, where funny lady Ashley Monique Menard chats with her dear friend and incredibly talented voice-over artist Jenna Faye Davi. The two talk about their journey of waiting table at BB Kings and listening to some of the greats like Darlene Love and Sly and The Family Stone.    Jenna shares her journey of voice acting and how the training helped her. She also offers wise words of wisdom about how she has come up with a crazy cast of characters to work with.   Since beginning her VO career, Jenna has been featured in commercials for E.l.f. Makeup, Diamond Producers Association, Bustle with Venus Gillette, and TX Lotto.  She’s also participated in internal marketing campaigns for Dell, Ore Ida, and Sprite; and lends her voice to various e-learning and explainer videos. Internationally she has been the voice of a radio commercial for Pedigree in Brazil and narrator for an independent animated short, Quietly, in Spain.   If you are an aspiring voice-over artist, Jenna suggests <a href="https://www.thevodojo.com/ " rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.thevodojo.com/ </a><a href="https://www.voicecaster.com/ " rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.voicecaster.com/ </a> For more on Jenna, visit <a href="https://www.instagram.com/jennafayedavivo" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/jennafayedavivo</a> For more on Ashley, visit <a href="https://www.effyourfears.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.effyourfears.com</a>--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

56. How to become a Voice Over artist like Jenna Davi

The Eff Your Fears Podcast is an inspirational pod for creatives who deal with anxiety and rejection. Ashley Monique Menard's velvety vocals delivers' "Brene Brown" intros and insightful interviews "E(ff Your Fears) True Hollywood stories" of some of the most talented people in showbiz. This podcast is perfect for any performer that has followed the yellow brick road.IG @theeffyourfearspodcast@nowstarringashley Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

In this episode, Erika Stone chats with Ashley about adult coloring books, acting, CBD oil, Gloria Steinum, science, and "vulvacious" female "big dick energy," aka "tits up energy." Erika is an American actress and part of a mother-daughter team with J. Susan Cole Stone, who recently created and published two naughty but tasteful sex-positive adult coloring books, "When a Woman Loves a Man," and "When a Woman Loves a Woman." Want to order a coloring book? https://www.racheljanedesigns.com/ https://www.instagram.com/racheljanedesigns/ https://www.facebook.com/RachelJaneDesignsandBooks https://www.instagram.com/officialmillennialblack/--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

In this episode, Erika Stone chats with Ashley about adult coloring books, acting, CBD oil, Gloria Steinum, science, and "vulvacious" female "big dick energy," aka "tits up energy." Erika is an American actress and part of a mother-daughter team with J. Susan Cole Stone, who recently created and published two naughty but tasteful sex-positive adult coloring books, "When a Woman Loves a Man," and "When a Woman Loves a Woman." Want to order a coloring book? <a href="https://www.racheljanedesigns.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.racheljanedesigns.com/</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/racheljanedesigns/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/racheljanedesigns/</a> <a href="https://www.facebook.com/RachelJaneDesignsandBooks" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.facebook.com/RachelJaneDesignsandBooks</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/officialmillennialblack/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/officialmillennialblack/</a>--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

55. "Tits up Energy" with actress & co-creator of Rachel Jane Designs, Erika Stone

Sonja O'Hara

Have you ever looked at a Backstage Magazine and thought of selling your eggs?  Have you always dreamed of being a working actor?   Did you dream of having William Morris Agency represent you?   These are things Sonja thought of.  She says, “You have to say the things you want and own your goal cause that’s how you get the things you want.”   This week on the podcast is Emmy Nominated filmmaker and actress Sonja O'Hara.  Don’t get it twisted, she may look like a quirky manic pixie dream girl in a floral dress, but she is a BEAST of a filmmaker!  She creates authentic, edgy, dark, cerebral, and provocative works like Ovum &amp; her Emmy nominated Doomsday. She is nominated for Outstanding Short form Daytime Fiction Program, Outstanding Direction in a Daytime Fiction Program, and Outstanding Performance by a Supporting Actress in a Daytime Fiction.    Want more Sonja? https://www.sonjaohara.com https://www.instagram.com/sonjakohara https://twitter.com/sonjaohara  Want more Ashley? https://www.effyourfears.com https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley  Inspiration Question for the day: Who are 5 people who are huge inspirations for you?--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

Have you ever looked at a Backstage Magazine and thought of selling your eggs?  Have you always dreamed of being a working actor?   Did you dream of having William Morris Agency represent you?   These are things Sonja thought of.  She says, “You have to say the things you want and own your goal cause that’s how you get the things you want.”   This week on the podcast is Emmy Nominated filmmaker and actress Sonja O'Hara.  Don’t get it twisted, she may look like a quirky manic pixie dream girl in a floral dress, but she is a BEAST of a filmmaker!  She creates authentic, edgy, dark, cerebral, and provocative works like Ovum &amp; her Emmy nominated Doomsday. She is nominated for Outstanding Short form Daytime Fiction Program, Outstanding Direction in a Daytime Fiction Program, and Outstanding Performance by a Supporting Actress in a Daytime Fiction.    Want more Sonja? <a href="https://www.sonjaohara.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.sonjaohara.com</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/sonjakohara" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/sonjakohara</a> <a href="https://twitter.com/sonjaohara " rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://twitter.com/sonjaohara </a> Want more Ashley? <a href="https://www.effyourfears.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.effyourfears.com</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley " rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley </a> Inspiration Question for the day: Who are 5 people who are huge inspirations for you?--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

54. Emmy Nominated filmmaker Sonja O'Hara talks creating, pitching and manifesting

Welcome to The Eff Your Fears Podcast hosted by comedian, writer, actress, singer, and a resident ray of sunshine, Ashley Monique Menard. This is an inspirational mindset podcast for creatives dealing with anxiety, fear, and their own journey down the yellow brick road of showbiz. It's part "E(ff Your Fears) True Hollywood Stories" with an industry professional interview that teaches you about the business. Everyone has come on the show, from musicians, actors, directors, voice-over artists, influencers, reality shows stars, Broadway, Film, and TV.     In this episode, Ashley shares her top 5 fav plus size performers for April. She also chats it up with Dancer &amp; Tik Tok Queen Mia Lana' Terry! The two cousins talk about body positivity, Lizzo and what being Tik Tok famous looks like. Mia shares her journey through growing her brand by being authentic and just having fun. Mia is a delicious breath of fresh air, and you have got to check out her Tik Toks!  www.tiktok.com/@mialanaterry www.instagram.com/mialanaterry  www.youtube.com/channel/UCNj338h8GnqzD79V26Fjmhg www.etsy.com/shop/CharmingCheetahCo Ambassador for @charmingcheetahco use coupon code “YAYMIA” at checkout✌🏼  If you are a big girl who wants to see a TV show with representation, check out Ashley's series  www.theartofblowingittheseries.com  For more on Ashley, go to  www.effyourfears.com--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

Welcome to The Eff Your Fears Podcast hosted by comedian, writer, actress, singer, and a resident ray of sunshine, Ashley Monique Menard. This is an inspirational mindset podcast for creatives dealing with anxiety, fear, and their own journey down the yellow brick road of showbiz. It's part "E(ff Your Fears) True Hollywood Stories" with an industry professional interview that teaches you about the business. Everyone has come on the show, from musicians, actors, directors, voice-over artists, influencers, reality shows stars, Broadway, Film, and TV.     In this episode, Ashley shares her top 5 fav plus size performers for April. She also chats it up with Dancer &amp; Tik Tok Queen Mia Lana' Terry! The two cousins talk about body positivity, Lizzo and what being Tik Tok famous looks like. Mia shares her journey through growing her brand by being authentic and just having fun. Mia is a delicious breath of fresh air, and you have got to check out her Tik Toks!  <a href="http://www.tiktok.com/@mialanaterry" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.tiktok.com/@mialanaterry</a> <a href="http://www.instagram.com/mialanaterry" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.instagram.com/mialanaterry</a> <a href="http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNj338h8GnqzD79V26Fjmhg" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.youtube.com/channel/UCNj338h8GnqzD79V26Fjmhg</a> <a href="http://www.etsy.com/shop/CharmingCheetahCo" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.etsy.com/shop/CharmingCheetahCo</a> Ambassador for @charmingcheetahco use coupon code “YAYMIA” at checkout✌🏼  If you are a big girl who wants to see a TV show with representation, check out Ashley's series  <a href="http://www.theartofblowingittheseries.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.theartofblowingittheseries.com</a> For more on Ashley, go to  <a href="http://www.effyourfears.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.effyourfears.com</a>--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

53. Having fun with the TikTok Queen Mia Lana' Terry

Welcome to The Eff Your Fears Podcast hosted by comedian, writer, actress, singer, and a resident ray of sunshine, Ashley Monique Menard. This is an inspirational mindset podcast for creatives dealing with anxiety, fear, and their own journey down the yellow brick road of showbiz. It's part "E(ff Your Fears) True Hollywood Stories" with an industry professional interview that teaches you about the business. Everyone has come on the show, from Musicians, Actors, Directors, Voice Over Artists, Influencers, Broadway Stars, and even people from The Voice. In this episode, Ashley Monique Menard talks about the Web series. What are they? Have you created one? Do you have an idea but don't know where to start, or are you in the web series festival circuit already? Ashley brought in the Founder and executive director of the New Jersey Web Fest.  Neem advises young filmmakers as to how to get their work out there and how he deals with fear. Watch neemsthemes.com and submissions for web series end April 18th, 2021.  To submit your web series or fictional podcast, visit filmfreeway.com/njwebfest Neem's Social Media   instagram.com/neem_bashainstagram.com/neemsthemesInstagram.com/njwebfest  facebook.com/neemsthemesfacebook.com/njwebfest  twitter.com/neemsthemes twitter.com/njwebfest.   twitter.com/neem_basha More about Neem  His varied portfolio includes feature films, music videos, commercials, government PSAs, and short films, including his latest shorts "Home Invasion" and "Repentance," which stars Berto Colon - known for his roles on Orange Is the New Black, Gotham, and other mainstream shows. In addition to his film work, Neem previously served as editor-in-chief and lead writer for a fashion and entertainment magazine, where his contributions included: interviewing celebrities for his monthly artist profiles; overseeing all the writing aspects of the magazine; and writing regular monthly columns, including a film review and his observational and witty "Neem's Themes" column, which was always a hit with readers -- and has spun off into Neem's latest and most successful production, his smash hit, internationally award-winning web series "Neem's Themes," a crowd-pleasing sketch comedy that has been viewed over 3 million times.  Combined, Neem's work has been seen by well over 25 million people, on The Big Screen, on digital media, and on platforms such as Hulu, NYC cable stations, and even "Taxi TV," the content that runs in the back of New York City taxi cabs.   His award portfolio is also varied, having won awards for his directing and writing, a People's Choice Award from an international audience in Valencia, Spain, and was part of a team that won a "Shorty Award" recognizing the people and organizations that produce real-time short-form content across the world wide web. Neem brings this background and expertise to the New Jersey Web Fest. Anticipation is already high for #NJWebFest, which launches on September 15-16, 2018, for its first annual international event. Neem looks forward to this yearly tradition while also continuing to produce varied and crowd-pleasing entertainment.--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

Welcome to The Eff Your Fears Podcast hosted by comedian, writer, actress, singer, and a resident ray of sunshine, Ashley Monique Menard. This is an inspirational mindset podcast for creatives dealing with anxiety, fear, and their own journey down the yellow brick road of showbiz. It's part "E(ff Your Fears) True Hollywood Stories" with an industry professional interview that teaches you about the business. Everyone has come on the show, from Musicians, Actors, Directors, Voice Over Artists, Influencers, Broadway Stars, and even people from The Voice. In this episode, Ashley Monique Menard talks about the Web series. What are they? Have you created one? Do you have an idea but don't know where to start, or are you in the web series festival circuit already? Ashley brought in the Founder and executive director of the New Jersey Web Fest.  Neem advises young filmmakers as to how to get their work out there and how he deals with fear. Watch <a href="http://neemsthemes.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">neemsthemes.com</a> and submissions for web series end April 18th, 2021.  To submit your web series or fictional podcast, visit <a href="http://filmfreeway.com/njwebfest" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">filmfreeway.com/njwebfest</a> Neem's Social Media   <a href="http://instagram.com/neem_basha" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">instagram.com/neem_basha</a><a href="http://instagram.com/neemsthemes" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">instagram.com/neemsthemes</a><a href="http://Instagram.com/njwebfest" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Instagram.com/njwebfest</a> <a href="http://facebook.com/neemsthemes" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">facebook.com/neemsthemes</a><a href="http://facebook.com/njwebfest" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">facebook.com/njwebfest</a> <a href="http://twitter.com/neemsthemes" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">twitter.com/neemsthemes</a> <a href="http://twitter.com/njwebfest" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">twitter.com/njwebfest</a>.   <a href="http://twitter.com/neem_basha" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">twitter.com/neem_basha</a> More about Neem  His varied portfolio includes feature films, music videos, commercials, government PSAs, and short films, including his latest shorts "Home Invasion" and "Repentance," which stars Berto Colon - known for his roles on Orange Is the New Black, Gotham, and other mainstream shows. In addition to his film work, Neem previously served as editor-in-chief and lead writer for a fashion and entertainment magazine, where his contributions included: interviewing celebrities for his monthly artist profiles; overseeing all the writing aspects of the magazine; and writing regular monthly columns, including a film review and his observational and witty "Neem's Themes" column, which was always a hit with readers -- and has spun off into Neem's latest and most successful production, his smash hit, internationally award-winning web series "Neem's Themes," a crowd-pleasing sketch comedy that has been viewed over 3 million times.  Combined, Neem's work has been seen by well over 25 million people, on The Big Screen, on digital media, and on platforms such as Hulu, NYC cable stations, and even "Taxi TV," the content that runs in the back of New York City taxi cabs.   His award portfolio is also varied, having won awards for his directing and writing, a People's Choice Award from an international audience in Valencia, Spain, and was part of a team that won a "Shorty Award" recognizing the people and organizations that produce real-time short-form content across the world wide web. Neem brings this background and expertise to the New Jersey Web Fest. Anticipation is already high for #NJWebFest, which launches on September 15-16, 2018, for its first annual international event. Neem looks forward to this yearly tradition while also continuing to produce varied and crowd-pleasing entertainment.--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

52. Calling all Web-series and fictional podcasts with Neem Basha from the New Jersey Web Fest

Clara Francesca

Welcome to The Eff Your Fears Podcast hosted by comedian, writer, actress, singer, and a resident ray of sunshine, Ashley Monique Menard. This is an inspirational mindset podcast for creatives dealing with anxiety, fear, and their own journey down the yellow brick road of showbiz. It's part "E(ff Your Fears) True Hollywood Stories" with an industry professional interview that teaches you about the business. Everyone has come on the show, from Musicians, Actors, Directors, Voice Over Artists, Influencers, Broadway Stars, and even people from The Voice.     In the 51st episode, Ashley talks about her opinions on the HBO MAX Doc Farrow Vs. Allen. She also gives you her pick for affordable headshots in NYC.  https://www.queensselftape.com/  Also, we have an extraordinary guest, Australian Actress, Writer &amp; Activist Clara Francesca. The ladies talk about the importance of simulated patient work, social injustice, and how Clara has created her work from 12. She talks about how she found her voice, studied law, and creates art. In this uplifting episode, Clara's energy is infectious.     Clara also shares about her work on     Theater Company- https://www.xrensemble.com The Movie-  www.inorporefilm.com  Let us know what you think... What's your favorite part? Have you liked and subscribe? What are you waiting for.... this is a handwritten invitation.  Like, subscribe Bebe xoxo.     Wanna learn more about Clara?    Clara Francesca is both an expert speech coach and an artist. As a speech coach with an impressive client portfolio and thirteen years in the field, Clara specializes in speech-anxiety reduction, fostering people with the confidence to walk into any room and share their ideas, through practical, mindful, and impactful exercises, to champion their authentic voice. Clara's Medico-Legal training at Maurice Blackburn lawyers and over ten years of experience within Medico-Legal University Departments in the United States and Australia equips Clara with a unique insight into Corporate Medico-Legal speech challenges. As an artist, Clara is an "athlete of the heart making art."  In 2013 Clara joined Anne Bogart's SITI Company's Inaugural Conservatory in NYC, later working with Chuck Mee on Cubist Productions. Before moving from Australia to the States, Clara developed her career as an award-winning solo-theatre actor, directing at notable stages such as La Mama, Malthouse, and later bookings at The Signature Theater NYC Korea, Japan, UK, and more. Clara has performed in multiple award-winning feature films and has nationally toured bilingual children's musicals.    Most notably, her touring solo shows Manifesting Mrs. Marx (presented at The Edinburgh Fringe 2019 and scheduled to reappear in 2020, Best Performance Art SaraSolo Winner, Outstanding Solo Performance &amp; Outstanding Original Script Nominee IT Awards NYC).  She has taken it across the globe, inviting audiences to laugh and cry with her as she tells tales of humans with hearts just like yours, the person reading this paragraph.   Clara is a co-founder of The Extended Reality Ensemble (XRE). XRE was created to respond to the pandemic, with artists determined to do safe work regardless of lockdowns by pioneering excellence in art, new media storytelling, and creative coding. Clara continues to work as an artist and voice-over actress with Audible Books, Trinacria Theater, Phoenix Theater Ensemble, GF&amp;Co, and household brands like Shiseido.     https://www.clarafrancesca.com/featured-in-namm-less-modular-madness-marathon/  https://www.instagram.com/p/CJycvfqnZML/ https://www.clarafrancesca.com/speech-coach/ www.clarafrancesca.com    More on Ashley?  www.effyourfears.com--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

Welcome to The Eff Your Fears Podcast hosted by comedian, writer, actress, singer, and a resident ray of sunshine, Ashley Monique Menard. This is an inspirational mindset podcast for creatives dealing with anxiety, fear, and their own journey down the yellow brick road of showbiz. It's part "E(ff Your Fears) True Hollywood Stories" with an industry professional interview that teaches you about the business. Everyone has come on the show, from Musicians, Actors, Directors, Voice Over Artists, Influencers, Broadway Stars, and even people from The Voice.     In the 51st episode, Ashley talks about her opinions on the HBO MAX Doc Farrow Vs. Allen. She also gives you her pick for affordable headshots in NYC.  <a href="https://www.queensselftape.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.queensselftape.com/</a>  Also, we have an extraordinary guest, Australian Actress, Writer &amp; Activist Clara Francesca. The ladies talk about the importance of simulated patient work, social injustice, and how Clara has created her work from 12. She talks about how she found her voice, studied law, and creates art. In this uplifting episode, Clara's energy is infectious.     Clara also shares about her work on     Theater Company- <a href="https://www.xrensemble.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.xrensemble.com</a> The Movie-  <a href="http://www.inorporefilm.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.inorporefilm.com</a>  Let us know what you think... What's your favorite part? Have you liked and subscribe? What are you waiting for.... this is a handwritten invitation.  Like, subscribe Bebe xoxo.     Wanna learn more about Clara?    Clara Francesca is both an expert speech coach and an artist. As a speech coach with an impressive client portfolio and thirteen years in the field, Clara specializes in speech-anxiety reduction, fostering people with the confidence to walk into any room and share their ideas, through practical, mindful, and impactful exercises, to champion their authentic voice. Clara's Medico-Legal training at Maurice Blackburn lawyers and over ten years of experience within Medico-Legal University Departments in the United States and Australia equips Clara with a unique insight into Corporate Medico-Legal speech challenges. As an artist, Clara is an "athlete of the heart making art."  In 2013 Clara joined Anne Bogart's SITI Company's Inaugural Conservatory in NYC, later working with Chuck Mee on Cubist Productions. Before moving from Australia to the States, Clara developed her career as an award-winning solo-theatre actor, directing at notable stages such as La Mama, Malthouse, and later bookings at The Signature Theater NYC Korea, Japan, UK, and more. Clara has performed in multiple award-winning feature films and has nationally toured bilingual children's musicals.    Most notably, her touring solo shows Manifesting Mrs. Marx (presented at The Edinburgh Fringe 2019 and scheduled to reappear in 2020, Best Performance Art SaraSolo Winner, Outstanding Solo Performance &amp; Outstanding Original Script Nominee IT Awards NYC).  She has taken it across the globe, inviting audiences to laugh and cry with her as she tells tales of humans with hearts just like yours, the person reading this paragraph.   Clara is a co-founder of The Extended Reality Ensemble (XRE). XRE was created to respond to the pandemic, with artists determined to do safe work regardless of lockdowns by pioneering excellence in art, new media storytelling, and creative coding. Clara continues to work as an artist and voice-over actress with Audible Books, Trinacria Theater, Phoenix Theater Ensemble, GF&amp;Co, and household brands like Shiseido.     <a href="https://www.clarafrancesca.com/featured-in-namm-less-modular-madness-marathon/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.clarafrancesca.com/featured-in-namm-less-modular-madness-marathon/</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/CJycvfqnZML/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/p/CJycvfqnZML/</a> <a href="https://www.clarafrancesca.com/speech-coach/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.clarafrancesca.com/speech-coach/</a> <a href="http://www.clarafrancesca.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.clarafrancesca.com</a>    More on Ashley?  <a href="http://www.effyourfears.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.effyourfears.com</a>--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

51.Award Winning Australian Writer/Actress/ Speech Coach/Activist Clara Francesca.

In episode 50 of the pod, Ashley chats with Mariana Cardenas.  A Colombian actress, TV host, dancer, and Bilingual Interpreter. She started in dance and studied at Fordham University and at Alvin Ailey. For five seasons, she danced her way into the hearts of many with Jennifer Muller/The Works and has performed with the New York City Opera and was a member of Steps Repertory Ensemble. We talk about her extensive dance career and her shift to acting which has turned out to be very fulfilling.  She won Best Supporting Actress for the Feature Film "Unspoken" at the New York Long Island Film Festival and Prison City Film Festival. She won Best Supporting Actress for the Feature Film "Unspoken" at the New York Long Island Film Festival and Prison City Film Festival.  She has taken her love of Spanish and turned it into a career as a Spanish Interpreter since 2015. She mainly works with Legal Depositions taking place in Court Reporting offices all over NY and they normally involve Motor Vehicle Accidents, Workers Compensation Cases, and Medical Malpractice.  Furthermore showing that survival gigs come in all forms.   Favorite theatre credits: The Church of Why Not and You Are Now the Owner of This Suitcase (Theatre 167); The International Local Trail (This Is Not A Theatre Company); sTRAINgers (Queens Theatre in the Park), Salsa Gorda The Play, and Romantic Fools. Film: B!tch, The X Job, The Decades of Mason Carroll, On The Arm, Zero One, and New York Masali. Fictional Film’s first feature, UNSPOKEN, where Mariana had a leading role, has begun its journey on the film festival circuit. Television: “Tell It Like It Is” (Co-Host), “My Jam TV” (VJ), “Sabado Gigante Internacional” (Univision), “Sober,” “The Perfect Murder” and “Scorned: Love Kills” (Discovery ID).  Mariana had the immense pleasure of Co-Hosting a TV Game Show with Pat Neely entitled, “Save To Win,” which aired nationally on THE CW. Recently she made her SYFY Network debut on “HAPPY!” season two, episodes 9 and 10 (currently running on Netflix), in a recurring role. Her latest co-star is on the STARZ show “Power” where she had the privilege of working with the extraordinary, Mario Van Peebles (Dir.). Make sure to catch her in episode 14 of its final season.  Check out her podcast "Are These Books Drunk?"  https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/are-these-books-drunk/id1525791927  https://www.marianacardenas.com/--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

In episode 50 of the pod, Ashley chats with Mariana Cardenas.  A Colombian actress, TV host, dancer, and Bilingual Interpreter. She started in dance and studied at Fordham University and at Alvin Ailey. For five seasons, she danced her way into the hearts of many with Jennifer Muller/The Works and has performed with the New York City Opera and was a member of Steps Repertory Ensemble. We talk about her extensive dance career and her shift to acting which has turned out to be very fulfilling.  She won Best Supporting Actress for the Feature Film "Unspoken" at the New York Long Island Film Festival and Prison City Film Festival. She won Best Supporting Actress for the Feature Film "Unspoken" at the New York Long Island Film Festival and Prison City Film Festival.  She has taken her love of Spanish and turned it into a career as a Spanish Interpreter since 2015. She mainly works with Legal Depositions taking place in Court Reporting offices all over NY and they normally involve Motor Vehicle Accidents, Workers Compensation Cases, and Medical Malpractice.  Furthermore showing that survival gigs come in all forms.   Favorite theatre credits: The Church of Why Not and You Are Now the Owner of This Suitcase (Theatre 167); The International Local Trail (This Is Not A Theatre Company); sTRAINgers (Queens Theatre in the Park), Salsa Gorda The Play, and Romantic Fools. Film: B!tch, The X Job, The Decades of Mason Carroll, On The Arm, Zero One, and New York Masali. Fictional Film’s first feature, UNSPOKEN, where Mariana had a leading role, has begun its journey on the film festival circuit. Television: “Tell It Like It Is” (Co-Host), “My Jam TV” (VJ), “Sabado Gigante Internacional” (Univision), “Sober,” “The Perfect Murder” and “Scorned: Love Kills” (Discovery ID).  Mariana had the immense pleasure of Co-Hosting a TV Game Show with Pat Neely entitled, “Save To Win,” which aired nationally on THE CW. Recently she made her SYFY Network debut on “HAPPY!” season two, episodes 9 and 10 (currently running on Netflix), in a recurring role. Her latest co-star is on the STARZ show “Power” where she had the privilege of working with the extraordinary, Mario Van Peebles (Dir.). Make sure to catch her in episode 14 of its final season.  Check out her podcast "Are These Books Drunk?" <a href="https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/are-these-books-drunk/id1525791927" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/are-these-books-drunk/id1525791927</a> <a href="https://www.marianacardenas.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.marianacardenas.com/</a>--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

50 Award-winning Columbian actress & a Host of the "Are These Books Drunk" Pod, Mariana Cardenas

Oliver Jones

This week we chat with the star of the stage and screen, Patrick Oliver Jones. From his early roots in Birmingham, Alabama, community theater and coming up in the church choir.  Formally known as PJ, the DJ shares his synergy at Disney and the ins and outs of recasting his love interest from a leading lady to a leading man.   Since living in New York City, he has performed Off-Broadway and in National Tours, including the pre-Broadway run of FIRST WIVES CLUB in Chicago. He has thrived in national commercials for the small screen, both on camera and voice-over, and in various network dramas and cable series. While on the big screen, his film work ranges from quirky characters to corporate types.   Patrick is a quintessential leading man! He is thoughtful, intelligent, and the incredible host of "Why I’ll Never Make It," his own entertainment podcast.   https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/why-ill-never-make-it-an-actors-journey/id1330237490 https://www.pojones.com/whyillnevermakeit    ---   This episode is sponsored by  · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/app  Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

This week we chat with the star of the stage and screen, Patrick Oliver Jones. From his early roots in Birmingham, Alabama, community theater and coming up in the church choir.  Formally known as PJ, the DJ shares his synergy at Disney and the ins and outs of recasting his love interest from a leading lady to a leading man.   Since living in New York City, he has performed Off-Broadway and in National Tours, including the pre-Broadway run of FIRST WIVES CLUB in Chicago. He has thrived in national commercials for the small screen, both on camera and voice-over, and in various network dramas and cable series. While on the big screen, his film work ranges from quirky characters to corporate types.   Patrick is a quintessential leading man! He is thoughtful, intelligent, and the incredible host of "Why I’ll Never Make It," his own entertainment podcast.   <a href="https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/why-ill-never-make-it-an-actors-journey/id1330237490" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/why-ill-never-make-it-an-actors-journey/id1330237490</a> <a href="https://www.pojones.com/whyillnevermakeit" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.pojones.com/whyillnevermakeit</a> --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

49. "Why I'll Never Make It" host Patrick Oliver Jones shares his synergy of Disney, relationships, and creating your path in showbiz.

Jason Wasser

Jason is a Licensed Marriage &amp; Family Therapist, Alternative Medicine Practitioner, Certified Coach, and Speaker.  He is one of a handful of Mental Health Professionals to carry Neuro Emotional Technique's Level 3 Certification from thousands of NET practitioners around the world.  In this episode of the pod, he chats with Ashley about  Strategy and solutions to get you through your life.  1. Mindset Psychology  2. Natural Wellness and Alternative Medicine  3. Spirituality as it means to the client  4. Entrepreneurship for everyone from youth to entertainers  5. If you were to give a ted talk would it be?  6. “Where do you put your time effort and energy?    Two take away questions   1. By solving whatever I’m stuck in, what would then the next biggest challenge I would need to handle if this was no longer an issue.  2. By this being my biggest issue, what is it allowing me to stay stuck in that I basically avoiding by not handling in other aspects of my life     "Empowering people to transform life's stressors into maximized potential" Jason Wasser      You need more Money Podcast https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast...​  A bit more about Jason His training as a therapist has led him to become a Certified Entrepreneur Coach, focusing on family businesses and young professionals who are looking to minimize their stress and maximize their potential with simplicity and clarity.  He uses a "Lifestyle By Design" approach to setting and reaching goals with all of his coaching clients.  He is a sought-after speaker and has led workshops, retreats, and conferences on topics including Mind/Body Psychology, Performance Enhancement, Business Spirituality, and Alternative Medicine. He is the owner of The Family Room Wellness Associates, an online mind-body integrative health-focused practice in South Florida that offers therapy, coaching, and nutrition.    Jason has coaching clients all over the world that he sees virtually and is the  host of the You Winning Life Podcast.    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast...​More information can be found at www.thefamilyroomsfl.com   IG @jasonwasserlmft  ---   This episode is sponsored by  · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/app  Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

Jason is a Licensed Marriage &amp; Family Therapist, Alternative Medicine Practitioner, Certified Coach, and Speaker.  He is one of a handful of Mental Health Professionals to carry Neuro Emotional Technique's Level 3 Certification from thousands of NET practitioners around the world.  In this episode of the pod, he chats with Ashley about  Strategy and solutions to get you through your life.  1. Mindset Psychology  2. Natural Wellness and Alternative Medicine  3. Spirituality as it means to the client  4. Entrepreneurship for everyone from youth to entertainers  5. If you were to give a ted talk would it be?  6. “Where do you put your time effort and energy?    Two take away questions   1. By solving whatever I’m stuck in, what would then the next biggest challenge I would need to handle if this was no longer an issue.  2. By this being my biggest issue, what is it allowing me to stay stuck in that I basically avoiding by not handling in other aspects of my life     "Empowering people to transform life's stressors into maximized potential" Jason Wasser      You need more Money Podcast <a href="https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&amp;redir_token=QUFFLUhqa3JaWHAxc3J5QjlVcmQxM0d2UEFvOVcyaFdrZ3xBQ3Jtc0ttOWpsMldVV1N1aWVkbEg4X09qREE1VVhaS1o4MV9KWVZhZDJWb0gzQmd0Q3NWeFlkYW16ejBnbTBEOVdYWExhZTFRTkxubVlaTnVpbTk0bTB0NjFUSFBsN0tWVS1rU1JrU2FIVGpUZ0E0RzNVQ1NVUQ&amp;q=https%3A%2F%2Fpodcasts.apple.com%2Fus%2Fpodcast%2Fyou-need-more-money%2Fid1272862418" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast...</a>​  A bit more about Jason His training as a therapist has led him to become a Certified Entrepreneur Coach, focusing on family businesses and young professionals who are looking to minimize their stress and maximize their potential with simplicity and clarity.  He uses a "Lifestyle By Design" approach to setting and reaching goals with all of his coaching clients.  He is a sought-after speaker and has led workshops, retreats, and conferences on topics including Mind/Body Psychology, Performance Enhancement, Business Spirituality, and Alternative Medicine. He is the owner of The Family Room Wellness Associates, an online mind-body integrative health-focused practice in South Florida that offers therapy, coaching, and nutrition.    Jason has coaching clients all over the world that he sees virtually and is the  host of the You Winning Life Podcast.    <a href="https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&amp;redir_token=QUFFLUhqbWpreU5YRU8taDFXcWVmX09NbkJSTWo2ZUhUZ3xBQ3Jtc0ttSGd0ampHb1h6bUIzMVpPSHIxcFUxNnA0cE1XWThDdHJwbU80TXBsSGg4SW1FWG1YQmxEY3hEamJIVlNCb3FtRzJyd3NJVnNWQmJfTnZOT3hKVkpvQ3dZLXlzRTliVzh3amJoakFCdTRtUFByUHdqOA&amp;q=https%3A%2F%2Fpodcasts.apple.com%2Fus%2Fpodcast%2Fyou-winning-life%2Fid1473652133" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast...</a>​More information can be found at <a href="http://www.thefamilyroomsfl.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.thefamilyroomsfl.com</a>   IG @jasonwasserlmft --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

48. Get empowered, transform your life's stressors into maximizing your potential with Jason Wasser LMFT

In this episode, Ashley Monique Menard chats with Nicki Woodard about her passion for history and the original socialites in her Podcast As the Money Burns.  The ladies also talk about overcoming challenges and dealing with fear.     Follow Nicki Woodard of As the Money Burns IG FB @asthemoneyburns www. asthemoneyburns.com  Follow Ashley Monique Menard  IG @nowstarringashley @theeffyourfears www.theartofblowingittheseries.com www.effyourfears.com  Kara Loewentheil  www.unfuckyourbrain.com IG@karaloewentheil   Here's a bit more about Nicki Woodard:  Back in high school, Nicki Woodard first merged her passions of history and media making video documentaries for History Fair (yes, like Science Fair) using her father’s super-VHS studio.  Since then, she went on to the University of Texas at Austin, studying B.A. in History and B.S. in Radio-Television-Film.  She would go on to earn an M.A. in Middle Eastern Studies at the University of Chicago.  She worked for 4 years on multiple History Channel and A&amp;E documentaries before exploring other parts of Hollywood.   She has served as a research consultant for USA’s Mr. Robot Seasons 3 &amp; 4 and Briarpatch, as well as helping others develop subjects on other projects.  She loves combining history, research, and media.  In parallel to her professional development, Nicki spent the summer between her junior and senior year doing a high school program at Brown University and visited Newport, Rhode Island, where she experienced her first love.  Shortly afterward, returning home, she lost her brother to cancer and has had a long, complicated life, including a failed marriage.   After her divorce and ending a long-time job, she went to find a project to develop for film and television. She stumbled onto an article about a summer’s events in Newport, Rhode Island in 1929 — a few months before the infamous Wall Street Crash.  After further digging, she discovered a world of actual heirs &amp; heiresses whose lives paralleled her own, all except in money.  After years of developing that idea, Nicki has turned those stories into As The Money Burns podcast.   Thank you, Nicki, for coming on the show and giving me your incredible and legendary bio!  Thanks for coming on the show!  ---   This episode is sponsored by  · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/app  Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

In this episode, Ashley Monique Menard chats with Nicki Woodard about her passion for history and the original socialites in her Podcast As the Money Burns.  The ladies also talk about overcoming challenges and dealing with fear.    Follow Nicki Woodard of As the Money Burns IG FB @asthemoneyburns www. <a href="http://asthemoneyburns.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">asthemoneyburns.com</a> Follow Ashley Monique Menard  IG @nowstarringashley @theeffyourfears <a href="http://www.theartofblowingittheseries.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.theartofblowingittheseries.com</a> <a href="http://www.effyourfears.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.effyourfears.com</a> Kara Loewentheil  <a href="http://www.unfuckyourbrain.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">www.unfuckyourbrain.com</a> IG@karaloewentheil Here's a bit more about Nicki Woodard:  Back in high school, Nicki Woodard first merged her passions of history and media making video documentaries for History Fair (yes, like Science Fair) using her father’s super-VHS studio.  Since then, she went on to the University of Texas at Austin, studying B.A. in History and B.S. in Radio-Television-Film.  She would go on to earn an M.A. in Middle Eastern Studies at the University of Chicago.  She worked for 4 years on multiple History Channel and A&amp;E documentaries before exploring other parts of Hollywood.   She has served as a research consultant for USA’s Mr. Robot Seasons 3 &amp; 4 and Briarpatch, as well as helping others develop subjects on other projects.  She loves combining history, research, and media.  In parallel to her professional development, Nicki spent the summer between her junior and senior year doing a high school program at Brown University and visited Newport, Rhode Island, where she experienced her first love.  Shortly afterward, returning home, she lost her brother to cancer and has had a long, complicated life, including a failed marriage.   After her divorce and ending a long-time job, she went to find a project to develop for film and television. She stumbled onto an article about a summer’s events in Newport, Rhode Island in 1929 — a few months before the infamous Wall Street Crash.  After further digging, she discovered a world of actual heirs &amp; heiresses whose lives paralleled her own, all except in money.  After years of developing that idea, Nicki has turned those stories into As The Money Burns podcast.   Thank you, Nicki, for coming on the show and giving me your incredible and legendary bio!  Thanks for coming on the show! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

47. As the Money Burns' Nicki Woodard talks about the OG of Socialites.

⚡⚡Hey Everyone! Welcome to The Eff Your Fears Podcast! Well, he's here and He's kind of a big deal... Christophe Zajac-Denek is an actor/stuntman, drummer, and surfer. He is also a little person and the host of the I’m Kind Of A Big Deal podcast.  Follow him at  christophezd.com https://www.instagram.com/christophezd/  https://www.instagram.com/bigdealpod/ Follow Ashley Monique Menard  https://theartofblowingittheseries.com https://www.effyourfears.com/  https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley/ https://www.instagram.com/theeffyourfearspodcast/--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast.  https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support

⚡⚡Hey Everyone! Welcome to The Eff Your Fears Podcast! Well, he's here and He's kind of a big deal... Christophe Zajac-Denek is an actor/stuntman, drummer, and surfer. He is also a little person and the host of the I’m Kind Of A Big Deal podcast.  Follow him at  <a href="http://christophezd.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">christophezd.com</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/christophezd/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/christophezd/</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/bigdealpod/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/bigdealpod/</a> Follow Ashley Monique Menard  <a href="https://theartofblowingittheseries.com" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://theartofblowingittheseries.com</a> <a href="https://www.effyourfears.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.effyourfears.com/</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/nowstarringashley/</a> <a href="https://www.instagram.com/theeffyourfearspodcast/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://www.instagram.com/theeffyourfearspodcast/</a>--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. <a href="https://anchor.fm/app" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/app</a> Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

46. ​From Drummer, Surfer & Villain in Twin Peaks ...Little Person Christophe Zajac-Denek does it all.

The Eff Your Fears Podcast is an inspirational pod for creatives who deal with anxiety and rejection. Ashley Monique Menard's velvety vocals delivers' "Brene Brown" intros and insightful interviews "E(ff Your Fears) True Hollywood stories" of some of the most talented people in showbiz. This podcast is perfect for any performer that has followed the yellow brick road. IG @theeffyourfearspodcast @nowstarringashley Support this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support" rel="payment nofollow" target="_blank">https://anchor.fm/effyourfears/support</a>

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